Thursday, December 25, 2008
Hey everyone! Merry Christmas!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I never had to have surgery for the air around my bowels, thank god! I did get to go on the roof with my family to see the fireworks! We were the only ones allowed up there, It was awesome. I love my Nurses and doctors! I did not have to have surgery. I think my bowels are fine now. I don't know if I can tell you everything that has been going on since it has been so long since I have written, and there is a reason for that. I have not been feeling to well, I don't know what is going on. I felt great for a while after the hospital and now my joints hurt, my head and neck hurts, my whole body aches and I am depressed. I thought about not telling the whole truth about what I am going through because I don't want anyone to worry, but it needs to be said for those who truly want to know exactly how it feels to be going through all of this. I am in therapy once a week now which is helping with my depression. But when I allowed my therapist to talk with one of my doctors, the one that per scribes me all of my drugs, things went a little down hill. I guess the both of them thought I was so depressed that they had to put me on the strongest depressant and have me stay on my current depressant. the depressants are paxal (the one I have been on for a few months) and Effexor (the strongest). The first day I took this combination I felt like I was running around like a chicken with its head cut off and really happy. I went from having a hard time moving to caring heavy baskets of laundry up and down the stairs, cleaning my room bathroom and in no more than two hours. I couldn't stop moving, tapping, shaking, my brain going crazy. a few days latter the drug Effexor, that had three pages of side effects, started to take me down hill. I was in a hell I could not get out of. I don't know how to explain it but I felt like I was the most insane person in the world, in pain so much pain physically and emotionally. My mom called the doctors and they thought I was going suicidal on them. I didn't feel like I was going to kill myself because of my spirituality and family but if I was on that drug for one more day who knows what could have happened. This is the day after and I am still feeling a little crazy, the doctor said three days to get out of my system. for my pain they changed me from methadone (which was also making me crazy) to a patch. I can tell you right now it is not working very well. But anyways my mom and I will get it all handled our next visit and I will be fine. I just hope this is over soon, I want to be normal, I now, what is normal? to me normal is how I used to feel about 10 months ago. For now I will try to keep my head held high, be positive and soak inn the love that is all around me. I love you all and may god always be with you!
~*SaRaH*~
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Result from C.T. Scan.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
CMV
~*SaRaH*~
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Not much happenen!
Friday, June 13, 2008
It's me again!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
It's Me Sarah!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
NAPS & ENGRAFTMENT
SARYBEARY
Monday, May 19, 2008
My sweet
Saturday, May 17, 2008
great news
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Food... YUCK

my back 2nd day after surgery, 7 holes into the skin 3o0 in the hip bonesFriday, May 9, 2008
DAY AFTER BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT
Hey everyone, I got home around 8 last night... I was really sore. I didn't think that I would be this sore but Ill probably be better in another day or 2. My grandma is really sweet and came down here to take care of me:) When I woke up from anesthesia I was really groggy, I had to have oxygen because my oxygen level kept going down, I started to cry, and told the doctors that I was on a cell phone call with my sister ha ha I was mad when they woke me up! The dream was so comfortable and me and Sarah were back to normal:) after that, I cried some more... I guess the anesthesia makes me really emotional ha ha. During my surgery Sarah's lower back started to hurt and she had a hard time breathing, my mom didn't think about it at the time but when she saw me it hit her that we might have been having a little twin time while I was under anesthesia ha ha ha... me talking to sarah on the cell, Sarah's lower back hurting, problems breathing... I donoooo;)... could be possible... we did have the same dreams when we were little;)
Thursday, May 8, 2008
SURGERY DAY
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
WOOT WOOT

YAY!
Sarah is feeling a lot better now it’s 6:10pm!!! She’s actually consious of everything that is going on now, SHE’S ALIVE SHE’S ALIVE ha ha ha!!! Oh and she’s actually eating something... She hasn’t had anything to eat for 2 days! One sad thing is that my dad is sick... probably from all of the stress, but now he can’t even come to see her until he gets better:( he is soooo sad! I will be home for the weekend after my surgery to recuperate then I will be back at the hospital to see Sarah again:)
PAIN 10
Sarah's temp started to go down this morning at 12:00 so I decided I better go get some rest at a house next to the hospital that one of my dads friends is letting us stay in... I would try to sleep at the hospital but only one person can and that is my mommy:) When I woke up this morning I called my mom to get an update, she told me that it was the worst night yet, her temp went back up to 105, she broke out in a rash, and got rigers again but worse than last time. It is 2:50pm right now and she just broke out in another rash. They always ask her what she would rate her pain at on a scale from 1 to 10... when she got her first dose of chemo, she wasn't really in any pain yet. As the days went by she rated her pain at about a 6 then 2 nights ago a 8, then last night a 10!!! She is being so strong though. TOMORROW MY SURGERY YAY!!! we will start the marrow transplant tomorrow!
15 minutes to midnight
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Tuesdays update
Friday, May 2, 2008
sorry it's been so long since the last update
I am sooooo sorry it has been so long since I have updated the blog!!! As you could imagine it has been quite hectic and I never thought I could be so exhausted. I had been running around trying to get everything handled before Sarah went in for chemo... it came so slow and fast at the same time, it was a waiting game at first and Sarah and I are very impatient... I guess that’s one of the lessons all of this is teaching us! Any who we have all been keeping high spirits with the occasional cry. We brought her in yesterday, she started her first dose of chemo, and pumping her with tons of different drugs that cause different side effects... I could have never imagined what this would feel like... it's like a whole new emotion that does not have a name yet. I am sitting next to her right now with my mom, dad, and little brother, I keep getting distracted with all the nurses coming in every 15 minutes so sorry if this update doesn’t make sense in certain places... Sarah just had a panic attack and started to cry, her body was reacting to the drugs they have her on... I can’t stand when she cry’s... I couldn’t stop crying until she did. She has been sleeping a lot, I am just thankful that she is not in a lot of pain and hopefully she wont be these next few days. They are about to set her up with her next dose of chemo... I will try to update again as to anything new that happens.
p.s. We would like to thank our family, friends and coworkers for everything they have done!!! It really does mean a lot! On tuesday and saturday I went to auction with my dad and helped him out a little bit at the car lot, it has been so wonderful seeing everyone and everyone has been so supportive and loving!!! It is amazing how full your heart can feel!!!’ thank you all sooooooo much from the bottom of all of our hearts!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
HAIRCUTS!!!


Saturday, April 19, 2008
INFERTILE
Thursday, April 17, 2008
PNH
Finding out what caused the Aplastic Anemia has changed everything! They gave her a choice to kill the pnh off completely with a strong dose of chemo or to do a low dose of chemo. She chose the low dose, the reason for her choice is that if she were to choose the high dose she would become infertile… it has always been a dream of hers to have a baby girl named cloe. With the low dose she will still loose her long beautiful hair(we all cried on that one) she will still have pnh and will have to be tested every six months to see if the pnh has grown, if so then they would have to do the higher dose of chemo.
We think that she will be admitted into the hospital by May 1st but you never know when things are going to happen with these rare diseases so you can’t really plan. When they do admit her into the hospital they will start chemo. In my previous posts I stated that she had to use a wheelchair, which was because she was so weak. She is still weak but now she is able to walk in the house and hospital to get a little exercise so that once this is over she will still be able to function normally. She might even have some sort of exercise equipment in her room.
Another thing that has changed is the way they will do the transplant. They were going to hook up an IV to both of my arms and filter the bone marrow out of my blood, since they have found that she has pnh they will have to take more bone marrow. I will go into surgery where they will perform a procedure they call the “bone marrow harvest” I will be placed under general anesthesia, the skin over the iliac crest will be cleaned and prepared for the harvest ha ha! Then a needle will be inserted through the skin into the marrow of the iliac crest. The marrow is removed and then filtered to remove any bone particles or debris. There will be 2-4 external punctures on my back, but there will be approximately 200 punctures into the bone under my skin. The harvesting procedure is approximately 1 ½ hours.
We have been sad and happy, cried and laughed so many times throughout this whole experience, we have learned when going through something like this you have to embrace the stages and emotions as they come or you can’t move on and see what is really there… A beautiful strong spirit that is teaching all of us what is important in life. I see this world so differently now, I will never pass up an opportunity to help someone in need, I enjoy and appreciate everyday things more and more… I enjoy going to Wal-mart!!!;) … Sarah would love to go to Wal-mart:) but is unable to because she might get sick. It is amazing what we take for granted.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
UPDATE!!!







Hey all sorry it took me so long to post another update:) We have been doing pretty good, of course there are going to be your ups and downs due to the fact that our lives have changed drastically in the past two weeks, but we are staying strong, positive and united as a loving family. On Wednesday we took Sarah to get her Trifusion catheter put in. I'm not a doctor but I'll explain it as best as I can. They place a tube inside of the neck through the internal jugular, then they go down to the aorta to just the tip of the heart. After the procedure they asked her to move on to her bed, once she laid down her heart rate went up to 149. They told her to get back on the table so they could move the tube further away from her heart. The tube was “tickling her heart” after they finished we had to stay in the hospital for 2 more hours so they could keep an eye on her. The 3 tubes come out of the right side of her chest where they can easily access blood and also do blood and platelet transfusions! It was hard for her at first because of the pain, she could not get a good nights rest and she could not relax in the shower with all of the saran wrap she had to cover it with, but it’s great that they don't have to poke her with needles every day. We still make our daily trip to the hospital so they can check her stats to see if she might need a transfusion. There have been a few Platelet transfusions, her counts are down and she has been feeling very weak and out of breath so she will probably get a blood transfusion soon.
Another GREAT thing that happened this weekend!!! My mom and dad went to the Utah Public Auto Auction where they put on a fund raiser for our family. They expressed that it was the most amazing event they have ever experienced. We are all so appreciative for all the help and love that the dealers, ownership, management, auctioneer, ring men, staff, and customers have blessed us with… thank you from the bottom of our hearts.
We would also like to thank Dr. Blatter the surgeon, the nurses that helped during the procedure: Dan, Tory, and Chris and the RN Shauna… she took very good care of Sarah and was very sweet:) Also the phlebotomist Jared, that takes Sarah’s blood whenever we go to the LDS hospital, Ladee our case worker, Dr. Finn Bo Peterson one of the three doctors over the bone marrow transplant center, and all of the wonderful nurses at the American Fork infusion center.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Sarah’s Bone Marrow Disease

My name is Chelsea and I am going to give you a quick overview and diagnosis details of what has been going on in the past few weeks. My twin sis Sarah had major headaches for around a month, bruises all over her body, she felt extremely weak and was very pale and yellow. She set up a doctor’s appointment for herself on Monday, on Tuesday we get a call at 9:00am from the doc. telling her to go straight to Utah Valley hospital in Provo. He said that he had a room already set up for her and a team of doctors. This was very scary! We get to the hospital... they tell us that her body is not producing red blood cells, white blood cell(that fight off infection), or platelets(that clot blood)! They didn't know why so they started a blood transfusion, because her body didn't have nearly enough blood to stay alive. The nurses kept saying "I can't believe your still alive" she was most likely going to die if she did not get the blood transfusion. In the mean time they proceeded to run all of these tests, including a brain scan, chest x ray, heart x ray, spleen ultrasound, tons and tons of blood tests (her arms and hands look like blue and purple mountains) no one could come in to the room without a mask on and they restricted visitors because if she were to get even a common cold it would be deadly. Finally they did a bone marrow test where they had to dig in to her bone through her hip with this tool that moved her whole body back and forth as the doctor twisted this tool into her bone to get a sample. They did not knock her out, they just shot her up with morphine and numbed it... it was the most cringing horrible thing I have ever seen in my life! We were all crying and praying to god that they would get a sample already! They usually have to do it once but with Sarah they couldn't get through her bone so they had to go in 2 times on her left hip and 3 on her right. The doc. said she had the strongest bones he has ever seen ha ha ha. They got those tests back and after 2 days of this, they finally found out what it was... "Very Severe Aplastic Anemia" and me being her twin sis, I get to be the donor!!! woot woot I get to save my sis, this is a very rare disease. It is even more rare that it is a twin scenario. Most people who have aplastic anemia have to go through chemo but since we are twins there is less of a chance for her body to reject my bone marrow. So she just has to take some medication that will kill her immune system and bone marrow completely, and then they will transplant my bone marrow into her;) They have to give me some medication to build more bone marrow in my system so that it will spill out into my blood stream. My bones will ache from producing so much bone marrow. After that they will put an I.V. in both of my arms, one sucking out my blood and filtering the bone marrow out and then pumping the blood back into my system through the other arm. Awesome hu!!! I am the happiest person alive right now!!! I thought I was going to loose her… my best friend, my other half, and complete heart!!! I couldn’t describe the horrible feelings this experience has brought, but it has been an eye opening experience and I am grateful for everything I have!!! Sarah will probably be going through procedures, healing, and building her immune system for the next 6-12 months. It will take 10 days to two weeks to prepare her body and do the necessary things for the procedure. They also know that she needs that time to spend with family and friends before she has to stay in the hospital for 6-7 weeks. For the procedure we are going to the Salt Lake LDS hospital where they specialize in bone marrow transplants. For the 2 weeks before the procedure, she will be staying home where we will have to disinfect the whole house, and make sure that anyone who comes over is healthy and disinfects their hands because she still does not have an immune system and will get deathly ill from any germs. She is still very weak and has to stay in bed every day,(she try's to get up and wonder around once in a while ha ha) When ever we go to the hospital she has to use a wheelchair and wear a mask. We are going to the American fork hospital every day because they are closer, where they will check stats and do transfusions if needed. They are wonderful at the LDS salt lake hospital, I wish we were closer. Other than that I don’t really know what is going to happen from here but I will keep you all posted;) keep Sarah in your prayers, and thanks to all my friends and family that have been helping us through this experience. It really has meant a lot to us and we appreciate it more than you know;) The whole family would love to hear from you so feel free to leave a comment on this page:) ((to leave a comment just go to the bottom of the page and click on the comment link to the left of the picture of the little pencil.)) You can also post any questions as well. Bellow are some details of what Aplastic Anemia is. The fallowing information might be a little different for twins, if you would like to know more about aplastic anemia twin cases just go to Google and type in twin aplastic anemia.....
marrow.org provided the fallowing info, here is the direct link: www. marrow. org/PATIENT/Undrstnd_Disease_Treat/Lrn_about_Disease/Aplastic_Anemia/index. html
Aplastic Anemia (Severe)
Aplastic anemia is a disease of the bone marrow. The bone marrow stops making enough red blood cells, white blood cells and platelets for the body. Any blood cells the marrow does make are normal, but there are not enough of them. Aplastic anemia can be moderate, severe or very severe. People with severe or very severe aplastic anemia are at risk for life-threatening infections or bleeding.
Aplastic anemia is a rare disease. About 3 out of every 1 million people in the United States get aplastic anemia each year. The disease appears more often in eastern Asian countries, where it affects about 15 out of every 1 million people. It can affect people of any age.
Causes:
The bone marrow produces all of the blood cells for the body:
Red blood cells carry oxygen to all parts of your body.
White blood cells help the body fight infection.
Platelets help control bleeding.
Each blood cell lives only a certain number of days, so the body needs a steady supply. Healthy bone marrow is always making new blood cells. However, in aplastic anemia, the marrow makes a much smaller number than normal of all three types of blood cells. In very severe cases, the marrow can stop making any blood cells at all.
In most cases, doctors do not know the cause of aplastic anemia. In about 20% of patients, the disease develops from an inherited disorder, such as Fanconi anemia. Aplastic anemia may also be caused by high doses of radiation or certain chemicals or viruses. There is evidence that in many people aplastic anemia is an autoimmune disease. This means that the body's immune system is reacting against itself. The immune system attacks the bone marrow and stops it from making enough blood cells.
