I am sooooo sorry it has been so long since I have updated the blog!!! As you could imagine it has been quite hectic and I never thought I could be so exhausted. I had been running around trying to get everything handled before Sarah went in for chemo... it came so slow and fast at the same time, it was a waiting game at first and Sarah and I are very impatient... I guess that’s one of the lessons all of this is teaching us! Any who we have all been keeping high spirits with the occasional cry. We brought her in yesterday, she started her first dose of chemo, and pumping her with tons of different drugs that cause different side effects... I could have never imagined what this would feel like... it's like a whole new emotion that does not have a name yet. I am sitting next to her right now with my mom, dad, and little brother, I keep getting distracted with all the nurses coming in every 15 minutes so sorry if this update doesn’t make sense in certain places... Sarah just had a panic attack and started to cry, her body was reacting to the drugs they have her on... I can’t stand when she cry’s... I couldn’t stop crying until she did. She has been sleeping a lot, I am just thankful that she is not in a lot of pain and hopefully she wont be these next few days. They are about to set her up with her next dose of chemo... I will try to update again as to anything new that happens.
p.s. We would like to thank our family, friends and coworkers for everything they have done!!! It really does mean a lot! On tuesday and saturday I went to auction with my dad and helped him out a little bit at the car lot, it has been so wonderful seeing everyone and everyone has been so supportive and loving!!! It is amazing how full your heart can feel!!!’ thank you all sooooooo much from the bottom of all of our hearts!
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